反省。。

今天早上 9:07 分聽到外面教堂的鐘聲﹐ 很反常的就醒過來了。 在睜開眼睛的那一煞那﹐突然有一種前所未有的錯愕感。。坐在我床上楞了好幾分鐘﹐腦海中浮起了一連串混亂卻清晰的畫面 - 包括了 小時後的夢想﹐ 小時候受過的痛苦﹐還有我那在台灣剛開過刀的老爸和他那張慈祥的臉﹐ 嘲笑過我的人﹐ 支持我的人﹐大學的生涯﹐ 現在面對的掙扎與失落﹐ 我的未來計劃。。這一切的一切﹐ 都讓我莫明其妙的感到很心酸﹐ 發覺自己眼眶也紅了起來。。看出去外面﹐ 燦爛的陽光反射在那透明的窗戶。 看到了這一幕﹐我告訴我自己生活其實還是美好的。 比我更不幸的人多的很﹐ 可他們卻比我更努力的為生命活下去﹐ 為他們自己開創一條新路勇敢的走下去。 難道我就作不到嗎? 說實在的﹐我沒有很大的把握﹐ 不過我知道從現在開始﹐ 我將要全力以赴。。

四月5號的一天﹐邁向成功的第一天。。

沮喪的一天

現在的心情。。只有用稻香這首歌描述

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麽人要这麽的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麽容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

人生的警惕

要達到最高境界﹐ 需作到。。
疾利如風﹐ 疾敘如林。
侵略如火﹐ 無動如山。
而動如雷震。

- 孫子兵法

Everything happens for a reason.. I'm starting to believe in this cliche.

Mind in the gutter..

Geez..what a day
Going to bed at 4:30 AM was perhaps the worst idea thus far. Woke up with a headache and completely blanked out for the entire day.

Made some phone calls and then Rich called me up for lunch and went for Sodongong. Tofu there was as good as I remember. It was also the last day I hung out with Sam before he goes back to Iraq to finish up his missions. We were gonna play tennis on Xbox after lunch but the game was missing so we just watched TV.

Not long after, I bid farewell to Sam and Rich and went to get cheese and tomato sauces for making my pizza. I spent at least an hour at the supermarkets trying to pick out the sauces. Boy, I never knew there were so many different types. @_@ Anyway, it was my first time spinning a pizza dough. Broke the first one lol, but my 2nd and 3rd pie came out pretty damn good given my amateur skills. All in all, it was quite successful, except the sauce needs some more improvement. No worries, I try again soon enough.

Tasty pizza coming your way this summer. Mark my words.

Do it.

So it seems my left knee will not simply recover with the help of Bengay.. I'm set out to get a knee brace from Sports Authority soon.

A productive, yet unsuccessful (mostly unlucky) day

Today was first day of my tutoring job.. teaching the kid algebra - point slope form, standard form, y-intercept form. A note to whoever thought these formula were useful in life - i hate you all.

Anyhow, onto a more exciting part of my day, which involved me getting out in the sun to play some basketball. Picked up a 3 on 3 with some random people and half hour into the game, next thing I knew I slipped and bam! there goes my left knee. . G freaking G man. Mind you I already busted my right knee when I landed on my foot hard last week. At this rate, I may not be able to walk by end of this month. Someone please cast out my bad luck--will dance for good luck. No, really..I would.

Lastly, I decided to take a shot at the most awesome food invention I thought of the other night which involved insane amount of frying (I shall not disclose at this time what this particular invention before it comes to fruition). That being said, my first experiment seemed rather unsuccessful. I mean the first batch I fried came out terrible. However, after a moment of meditation and spontaneous alteration on my recipe, the second batch tasted pretty good and came out presentable - though still missing that WOW factor. Well, guess it was not a completely dismal trial given all the hard work. Thank you try again!

Well, that was it for today - haven't gotten to studying yet. Guess I should do that instead of writing this huh?
Oh well..til next time, 2fat2serious

憂鬱的一天

心裡面很多苦衷。。 很想找個人訴苦﹐又不知找誰。 講完也可能沒有實際的幫助﹐ 也只能夠悶在心理。
朋友們放春假都準備好要去 Puerto Rico 玩。 滿羨慕也很想參一腳。。 可惜現實的生活不允許 也沒有太多選擇的權力。 算了吧﹐ 希望以後還有機會。。也希望你們玩的開心

第一個 blog 還是不要寫太長吧﹐ 不然可能整篇都充滿報怨。 Spare you the pain.

再接再勵!